Dear Daddy,
its been 3 months now. since the day you were gone, everything started to go wrong.
even though you're gone, i know that you're always watching over me. and now that you know everything about me, are you disappointed because im not who you thought i was?
when you were still around, you always told me that you worry about me most because i dont know how to take care of myself. im not smart like my sister or my brother.
is that why you didnt let me go overseas to study? if i did go, will my life still turn out like this today?
maybe this is your punishment for me.
people always say that one should live without any regrets. but i have. not just one but many. for some, i will have to live with it because you are no longer here. but for others, i try not to let them remain to be regrets of my life.
i believe you're one who make things happen rather than wait for things to happen too. but wad do you do when you feel helpless?

im sorry i let you down.love you always,
Shiyun