It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrow’s for just one yesterday.
It’s when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you’re the only one who really knew me at all.
It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment.
It’s when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009,10:01
SURPRISE!
Despite the previous post saying that friends are second to Boyf, i very much wanted to turn up for the gathering with my dear secondary school friends. so for the past few days i've been pleading my Boyf to go with me, since they've not seen him in a very long time too.
but then, Bf keep saying that he's very selfish, want to keep me away from my friends for a day. Nothing wrong with that bcos many times i turned down my bf for my friends. so i felt really bad and thought that i shld spend the day with him. Anw, his selfishness turned out to be totally untrue :)
i was really really looking forward to watching a day of horror movies at jh house (horror movie dont interest me at all. jh enjoys not the horror movie but rather, the horrified me)
and TADA! i stepped into his house with many unexpected guests. i think i didnt see the extra pairs of shoes outside. jh must have hid them all. lol. in his house were the friends that i wanted to meet!
and they all fooled me. blah. all gang up together to cheat my feelings. but i like it. HAHA! even syl whom i trust so much cos i sms her to ask her to tell me the venue or any changes made to the venue in case i can join them with jh. and she actually asked 'why so secretive?' who's the SECRETIVE one huh?! or maybe she was kept in the dark also? idk but i like them for cheating my feelings LOL. which girl dont love surprises? :D
thn came the birthday cake, and the nuggets the fishballs, the spaghetti, the almond longan dessert. all prepared by jh himself, except for the cake. haha. this i know is real cos a week ago he said he went to the supermarket with his mum (he hardly goes marketing in the first place) and went home complaining how tired he was carrying the heavy stuff home. i still remembered saying him weak! for getting tired over such small things. lol.
after that i got my turn to play mahjong after hui left. and i totally lost it! for being too ambitious. guess i have to use different techniques when playing with different ppl (non-ambitious).
this is the BIGGEST surprise of my (going) 20 years. second big surprise was the biggest Stitch at home which suddenly appeared from no where a few years back on one of my birthdays. AHHH..! i never knew Birthdays can be this fun. not in my life. hahaha!
the only thing i felt bad abt was to have this whole thing in my bf house instead of my house? wad will jh parents think?! luckily, there wasnt anything that needs to be washed after eating :P oh right, over lunch they all discussed my incapabilties in cooking. which resulted in a night of 'go learn cooking' sms-es from jh.
At the end of the day, Mum came over to pick me from jh place and at the same time buy TOTO/4D and this lady at the counter keep shouting 'under 18 years old have to wait outside! UNDER 18 YEARS OLD HAVE TO WAIT OUTSIDE!' it took awhile before we realised that she was talking to me. and of course Mummy replied that im turning 20. hoho.
bad in a way becos i look so kiddy. good bcos im forever below 18! :D
Lastly, thank you everyone for making my day! Thank you Huihui. Thank you WeiLing. Thank you Sylvia. Thank you Richard.
Friends forever! :)
and Thank you dear dear, Boyfriend forever! <3
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